Six...that was the age I realized just how beautiful girls are...I remember playing with this girl’s hair, I was entranced, and of course she didn’t know that I was touching her hair nor did she know of my hidden feelings, my socially unacceptable thoughts. I was so caught up in what I was doing, I lost myself for a moment. I was given a harsh snap back into reality when I heard, “Eww look what Alejandra is doing!”. I immediately freaked out, panicking because I didn’t know what this strange feeling was that was suddenly flooding my mind, encompassing my thoughts. I knew it wasn’t okay because all the kids in my class would tease me. I carry those words of rejection with me, I still have a hard time accepting these feelings. These feelings of being in love with a girl.
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